the mental gymnastics of holding "utility" tokens right now

truthfully just spent half an hour preventing with the binance earn menus making an attempt to figure out where my locked staking rewards went. it is so exhausting making an attempt to keep monitor of these "revolutionary" layer 2s that simply bleed out every single week

I checked out my spot pockets at the moment and the only issues not utterly wrecking my portfolio are those I purchased as a literal joke. I was checking the BONK COIN ecosystem page earlier just to see why it hasn't died but, and it by some means has more actual defi stuff happening than the "critical" tasks im holding that haven't updated their github in a yr.

Dont even know why i hassle studying whitepapers anymore when the market simply utterly ignores them. in all probability just going to consolidate the bleeding luggage and shut the app for the remainder of the summer time because this timeline makes zero sense to me anymore.